wumingxing

Here i am again staring ablank at my monitor… with a lot of things to write but with thoughts so dry i run out of words to speak. Music has been my means to unload the baggages that consumes me physically. mentally, emotionally and psychologically lately. The anxiety never failed. It really ate up most of me. Except for the daily routine i do like waking up, sleeping, taking bath, brushing teeth and going to work, everything else turned upside down and no other way but down down down and down… As i begin to scribble these words, music fills my head. Seemingly it is my stimulant or shall we say my tranquilizer too… when they play, i go high, and i go low too… but they are bringing me back to balance… they keep me company… and they do me well… And as every waking up becomes my dosage of poison everyday, sometimes killing me, sometimes bringing me to life, i got hooked to one song which served as my remedy!!!

The REMEDY

Jason Mraz

Well I saw fireworks from the freeway
And behind closed eyes I cannot make them go away
‘Cause you were born on the fourth of july, freedom ring
Now something on the surface it stings
I said something on the surface
Really kind of makes me nervous
Who says that you deserve this
And what kind of god would serve this?
We will cure this dirty old disease
Well if you gots the poison, I’ve gots the remedy

The remedy is the experience,
It is a dangerous liaison
I say the comedy, is that it’s serious.
This is a strange enough new play on words
And the tragedy is how you’re gonna spend,
The rest of your life with the light on
So shine the light on all of your friends
When it all amounts to nothing in the end.

I won’t worry my life away. [2x]

Well, I heard two men talking on the radio
In a cross fire kind of new reality show
Uncovering the ways to plan the next big attack
Where they were counting down the ways to stab
The brother in the be right back after this
The unavoidable kiss, with the minty fresh
Death breath sure to outlast this catastrophe
Dance with me,
‘Cause if you got the poison,
I’ve gots the remedy

The remedy is the experience,
This is a dangerous liaison
I say the comedy, is that it’s serious.
This is a strange enough new play on words
I say the tragedy is how you’re gonna spend,
The rest of your nights with the light on
So shine the light on all of your friends
When it all amounts to nothing in the end.

I won’t worry my life away. [2x]

When I fall in love,
I take my time
There’s no need to hurry when I’m making up my mind
You can turn off the sun,
but I’m still gonna shine and I’ll tell you why…

Because

The remedy is the experience,
This is a dangerous liaison
I say the comedy, is that it’s serious.
This is a strange enough new play on words
I say the tragedy is how you’re gonna spend,
The rest of your nights with the light on
So shine the light on all of your friends
WWell I saw fireworks from the freeway
And behind closed eyes I cannot make them go away
‘Cause you were born on the fourth of july, freedom ring
Now something on the surface it stings
I said something on the surface
Really kind of makes me nervous
Who says that you deserve this
And what kind of god would serve this?
We will cure this dirty old disease
Well if you gots the poison, I’ve gots the remedy

The remedy is the experience,
It is a dangerous liaison
I say the comedy, is that it’s serious.
This is a strange enough new play on words
And the tragedy is how you’re gonna spend,
The rest of your life with the light on
So shine the light on all of your friends
When it all amounts to nothing in the end.

I won’t worry my life away. [2x]

Well, I heard two men talking on the radio
In a cross fire kind of new reality show
Uncovering the ways to plan the next big attack
Where they were counting down the ways to stab
The brother in the be right back after this
The unavoidable kiss, with the minty fresh
Death breath sure to outlast this catastrophe
Dance with me,
‘Cause if you got the poison,
I’ve gots the remedy

The remedy is the experience,
This is a dangerous liaison
I say the comedy, is that it’s serious.
This is a strange enough new play on words
I say the tragedy is how you’re gonna spend,
The rest of your nights with the light on
So shine the light on all of your friends
When it all amounts to nothing in the end.

I won’t worry my life away. [2x]

When I fall in love,
I take my time
There’s no need to hurry when I’m making up my mind
You can turn off the sun,
but I’m still gonna shine and I’ll tell you why…

Because

The remedy is the experience,
This is a dangerous liaison
I say the comedy, is that it’s serious.
This is a strange enough new play on words
I say the tragedy is how you’re gonna spend,
The rest of your nights with the light on
So shine the light on all of your friends
When it all amounts to nothing in the end.

I won’t worry my life away…(’Cause I won’t and I won’t and I won’t worry my life away…)
hen it all amounts to nothing in the end.

I won’t worry my life away…(’Cause I won’t and I won’t and I won’t worry my life away…)

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After all’s said and done, i ones again resign to the old ode which is: You’ll know what to do when the RIGHT TIME comes… You don’t have to know now!!!

I am out of words for now but i need to water the withering seeds of hope with any damp word to say, otherwise i am bound for a big bang!!! I have been starting to explode already for about a month now until i decided to give an attempt to make this heart speak through this song i kept on playing in my mind!!!

YOU & I BOTH

Was it you who spoke the words that things would happen but not to me?
Oh things are gonna happen naturally
Oh and taking your advice and I’m looking on the bright side
And balancing the whole thing
Oh but at often times those words get tangled up in lines
And the bright light turns to night
Oh until the dawn it brings
another day to sing about the magic that was you and me

Cause you and I both loved
What you and I spoke of
And others just read of
Others only read up of the love
oh the love that I love

See I’m all about them words
Over numbers, unencumbered numbered words
Hundreds of pages, pages, pages, for words
More words then I had ever heard
and I feel so alive

Cause you and I both loved
What you and I spoke of
And others just read of
And if you could see me now
Oh love,love,
you and I, you and I,
Not so little you and I anymore
And with this silence brings a moral story
more importantly evolving, is the glory of a boy

Cause you and I both loved
what you and I spoke of
and others just read of and if you could see now
well then I’m almost finally out of, finally, out of, finally,
well Im almost finally, finally, well I am free, Oh Im free

And it’s okay if you had go away
Oh just remember the telephones well they workin’ in both ways
but if I never, ever hear them ring
if nothing else I’ll think the bells inside
have finally found you someone else and that’s okay
cause I’ll remember everything you sang

Cuz you and I both loved what you and I spoke of
and others just read of and if you could see me now
well then I’m almost finally out of, finally out of
Finally de dedededede, well Im almost finally out of words…

I am beginning to resign to the fact that i am starting to finally have been losing things to say other than that five-letter word i have been constantly singing in sigh deep within and out loud for about a twelfth of the year!!!…