Archive for September, 2007

The Aweful Beat of Cha Cha!!!

Tuesday, September 11th, 2007

Oh well you go front then back, like pursuing it then backing out, like you ought to go straight but you chose to retreat, like you liked to move forward, but you realized backwards could be better…

Cha Cha… dance to the beat… Cha cha cha… groove to the music…

Many a times i always wanted to go but on the last minute decided to stop… Many a times i wanted to make moves i really wanted long before but a thin strand of doubt spoils the excitement and i lose the urge… Sometimes i can explain the reasons but most of the time i am left startled, staring slightly boggled and slightly amazed by how i react to things at eyes’ blink… i would second the reactions with sometimes regret but oftentimes joy… remember when you have had moments that you loved what you see, what you hear, what you feel, what you think, and everything turns from noise to a complete music on the 9th symphony, yet soon, they turn into awkward moments, and you fell silent, thinking over how and why and when it went wrong… or did you just wake up on the wrong side of the bed, or is it just a mood swing, or a plurge of pissed ego?… but why when you woke up the next day and the day after next, you still feel heavy with absurdity… is everything ok? you ones were brisk, climbing the wall, ones enthusiastic running the race, ones positive going and moving forward… and by just a plagued wink and a spoiled smile, or just a misunderstood fame, everything sweet went sour?… did you remember the feelings?

Cha… cha cha… cha cha cha cha !!! off and back, move and sway, dance to the beat of confusion… when everything is about to play with certainty, i dance to the beat of the drum… and i sway off… then back.. Cha cha cha cha cha….

Did you remember ones you also did?… Cha cha cha cha cha cha cha..!!! I speak because i do… so i dance… and sing…

Cha Cha Cha!!!