wumingxing

There is a lot of triviality in the What’s, Where’s, When’s and Why’s. All the more that there is trivial "scare" in the How’s.

You might not get my point until you ask. See, questions are not just questions per se (words and curiousity or plain "for-piss-off." but there is more to simply just asking questions especially when the delivery comes verbal. The invisible activity in asking questions are most of the time neglected. What i mean is that, is it not that many people find it really difficult to ask? Most especially when the word they are to use is How? Or perhaps seconding it is the word Why? Maybe because when those are used for asking, it implies a deal of inferiority. We have to admit sometimes that subconsiously we hesitate to ask question because we are ashamed to know the fact that we know less. Its a submerged psychological thing.

It is always a denial in my part that i need to ask why or how. A denial that ends up denying what one feels… and topping the bottomless end, ending down to asking yourself… its a submered psychological mystery… in many ways it makes one feel drowned, taking the flow down the drain and swallowed by the illusion that everything is alright and will be ok… and they keep on coming back.

In as much as we would like to make everything appear fine and answered, solved and relieved…. the day ends with tears… as it rains…

…and i would ask how? why?…