wumingxing

i was lying on my bed yesterday looking at the
back braces of the bed above mine when suddenly
i thot, “tomorrow, il be 22!” when we turn 21, its
just as if we say, oh great im officially an adult….
seemingly carefree and young…. but its not until
you turn 22 when you realize that “oops this isn’t a
good feeling… Im getting older….waaaaahhh” and i
thought to myself, indeed this is unstoppable, next
year ill be 23 and then 24 and then 25 before i
knew it id be 40 and oh damn that would be
horrible…. real life begins at it…

then i suddenly made a side turn and faced the
wall (where my bed is adjacent to) and said “Oh
yeah il be 22, and il be young at heart still…”

im trying to figure out what point i was trying to
squeeze out of this bulletin i am posting(oh well
congratulate me this is my first time to write in the
bulletin hahahah!!!) … here then i thought, we really
kept on rushing at life not realizing it is running
faster than how we thought it is… it is even rushing
things quicker than we complain… all the while we
thought life is damned slow… and when we finally
realize it someday, o god, time seemed to have
just blew under my nose and i am 40…

and then i realized, why not savor every bit of my
22nd… and savor more every bit of my 23rd and so
on… every moment is as precious as breathing
fresh air… spend it well, live it well… coz they
never come back… NEVER!!!! Seize each day as if
it is the last…. yes, love like there is no
tomorrow… smile like there is no end… by then we
will realize there is nothing most important in this
world but loving and being loved…

my 21st has already gone by… and it was fast…
really fast… it seemed wasn’t long when i
remembered the first day of school at kindergarten,
and the first time i pooped on my pants wen i was
at preparatory (damn this is humiliating hahahah)…
and now im 22… but hey i enjoyed the 21 years
way back… i loved and i was loved… i had a great
time… i had fallen hard and fallen worst, even fallen
out of love and had fallen off love… it was a
rollercoaster and i know there are more to come…